I find it a little strange that my brain apparently can consider a book to be a trauma or shock that has to be coped with, not to mention that the processing is still going on four months later.

Tell me about it. It's not that I disliked it, I'm just still not sure how I really feel about it and still coming to terms with it. It's motherfucking insane! I think seeing the movie might help, although I'm a little afraid of the DH movie as well. afshkj